That’s Why I Need You To Hear

I sort of feel like crying right now, but not for any particular reason. It’s just one of those days haha. I had barely any homework, and it was a late arrival. All that’s left for me to do is eat dinner and go to dance class. Lately that’s really all I’ve been doing. Wake up at 6:15am. Get ready and go to school until 3:15. Get home around 3:45. Do my homework. Aimlessly wander the internet/read/write, go to sleep.

I’m sick of having stuff to do every second of the day. I’m sick of filling out countless forms for colleges. Luckily the only form I have left is the Honors application for Elmhurst, and I’m done with that aside from writing the two essays. But now I also have to register for three AP tests [AP Envrio, AP Calculus AB, and Spanish 5 AP]. Plus I need to look into more scholarships.

This weekend is Girl’s Choice by the way. I didn’t ask anybody, which apparently was a bad idea.. But whatthefxckever. I’m just going to go with Amy and Zac. I just want to dance and have fun and not think about school or college or anything of that sort. So yes. Saturday night I shall be a dancing fool. I’m wearing my clubbing outfit: black halter dress and 3″ black heels. We’re also going to get sushi for dinner.. which I’m skeptical on only because fish is iffy with me. I love it, but sometimes when I eat it I feel sick. I personally don’t want to go to a dance where I jump around and where it’s so hot and cramped, then feel like I’m going to vomit on somebody. xD

Errr. Hi.

This is awkward. I haven’t posted anything here in months. I just haven’t had anything to really talk about for 500+ words. I started using Tumblr. But, I want to continue using this. I don’t want to lose all the hard work I set up back in October of 2008. Sure, the pages here are out of date, but I’ll fix them.

So what’s new.. let’s see.. I am now in love with the movie Shutter Island. It stars Leonardo DiCaprio plus a bunch of other amazing actors. The movie is a complete brainfxck, for lack of better terms. I went to see it with Katherine and Jeni on Friday night and then I went with my mom this morning. Lovelovelove!

I’ve started using Neopets again because I’m really bored and need more distractions in my life. I also started a new story which is in the works. I completed a few more goals for M101. I’m determined to complete all of them by Christmas eve.

I’m sure there is a ton more to talk about, but I want to start working on updating the outdated pages so I’ll get on that. :]