That’s Why I Need You To Hear

I sort of feel like crying right now, but not for any particular reason. It’s just one of those days haha. I had barely any homework, and it was a late arrival. All that’s left for me to do is eat dinner and go to dance class. Lately that’s really all I’ve been doing. Wake up at 6:15am. Get ready and go to school until 3:15. Get home around 3:45. Do my homework. Aimlessly wander the internet/read/write, go to sleep.

I’m sick of having stuff to do every second of the day. I’m sick of filling out countless forms for colleges. Luckily the only form I have left is the Honors application for Elmhurst, and I’m done with that aside from writing the two essays. But now I also have to register for three AP tests [AP Envrio, AP Calculus AB, and Spanish 5 AP]. Plus I need to look into more scholarships.

This weekend is Girl’s Choice by the way. I didn’t ask anybody, which apparently was a bad idea.. But whatthefxckever. I’m just going to go with Amy and Zac. I just want to dance and have fun and not think about school or college or anything of that sort. So yes. Saturday night I shall be a dancing fool. I’m wearing my clubbing outfit: black halter dress and 3″ black heels. We’re also going to get sushi for dinner.. which I’m skeptical on only because fish is iffy with me. I love it, but sometimes when I eat it I feel sick. I personally don’t want to go to a dance where I jump around and where it’s so hot and cramped, then feel like I’m going to vomit on somebody. xD

Errr. Hi.

This is awkward. I haven’t posted anything here in months. I just haven’t had anything to really talk about for 500+ words. I started using Tumblr. But, I want to continue using this. I don’t want to lose all the hard work I set up back in October of 2008. Sure, the pages here are out of date, but I’ll fix them.

So what’s new.. let’s see.. I am now in love with the movie Shutter Island. It stars Leonardo DiCaprio plus a bunch of other amazing actors. The movie is a complete brainfxck, for lack of better terms. I went to see it with Katherine and Jeni on Friday night and then I went with my mom this morning. Lovelovelove!

I’ve started using Neopets again because I’m really bored and need more distractions in my life. I also started a new story which is in the works. I completed a few more goals for M101. I’m determined to complete all of them by Christmas eve.

I’m sure there is a ton more to talk about, but I want to start working on updating the outdated pages so I’ll get on that. :]

Sorry Folks

I’m getting lazy. Especially since nobody reads this everr. Here are some things though:

• Saw Sherlocks Holmes.
• Saw the new Alvin and the Chipmunks movie today.
• Bought a webcam.
• Been playing The Sims 2 like no other.
• Animal Crossing religiously every single day.
• No New Year’s plans.
• Sleepover with Amy tomorrow.
• Still haven’t worked on my homework.

Some Thoughts..

I don’t want to talk about my Christmas yesterday. It was not a pleasant experience with the exception of a few choice moments, so instead of getting myself into a frenzy over that, I have some other things to write about.

Sherlock Holmes. AMAZING. Go see it. I thought the movie was going to drag on, especially since it was more than two hours but it was the perfect length. Also, I got a Wreck This Journal for Christmas. It’s probably my favourite present so far. Google it, because I’m too damn lazy to find a link. It’s my best friend right now. That and the neon six pack of nail polish I got from Claire’s. Yeah, my nails are currently reppin’ a neon rainbow right now.

My final thing to speak about is how to act on the internet. A stupid, obvious topic. It’s sort of a rant to one or two specific people. All I have to say is this: don’t post it if you don’t want someone to see it. It doesn’t matter if you don’t want one specific person to see it, or a group of people. Someone will find it, even if they don’t say anything about it. My rule for posting is this: if I don’t care, I’ll post it public. If I want certain people to see it, then I’ll password protect it. If it’s too personal that I don’t want anybody to see it at all, I don’t post it at all. That sort of stuff is for my private files or notebooks.

It’s Almost Here!

Still not 100% in the Christmas spirit, but it’s getting there. I’ve been watching some holiday specials and movies recently. And I baked some cookies, so that is helping. I’ve been spending nearly everyday of my vacation with Kimi. Tomorrow I’m exchanging presents/chilling with Amy. Plus we are going to Burger King. Winwinwin!

Christmaswise is the same as usual. Going to my Gramma’s for Christmas Eve then on Christmas day, I’m going to my aunt’s house. I’m thinking of probably posting a list of everything I get because I like having records of that stuff, yo. So this is random, but I have a giant Gumby plush beside me who is dressed like Santa with a giant toy sack and whatnot. I went on eBay to see if I could find a picture to post and apparently someone is selling one of these things for $200. I wonder if it’s really worth that much.. not that I’d sell. I love Gumby too dearly. But dang. My aunt gave this plushie to me a few years ago simply because I was looking at it one Christmas and I was like “wow, this is cool” and she was like “oh, just take it.” Okay. Cool with me. I have my own Gumby collection starting now haha.

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